Trend setter? Follower? or just Unique?

Its an everyday problem in the life of a teenage girl. Bitchiness. Backbiting. Hating. Discriminating because your not wearing the latest fashions, or following the new trend, or even because you wear the beautiful Hijaab. but why? I was once told 'be a Shepard not a sheep' I'm not saying i'm a leader or want people to follow me but Why do we feel like being different is a wrong thing? i don't like to follow the crowd i like to be.. unique.. i like to be Me. 
Why try to be someone else when there is no-one else in the world that can do a better job of being you that you? why try be someone else when there are people out there that like you for who you are?
My advice..? You dont live to please your so-called 'friends' you live to please God and only God.. well I do anyway.. 

P.S - sorry i havnt blogged for ages been busy but i cam across this issue so thought i would blog it :)

Im a #HappyHijaabi

Poem: Im a Happy Hijaabi :)

People look. People stare,
They look at me with an ignoranced glare.
Look at her - she's out of place,
She's only showing her hands and face!
They never intend to know the reason,
Only imagine it to be a form of treason.
People question. People wonder,
About the influences I am under.
Why I cover-up from head-to-toe,
So that my physical body doesn’t show!
My personality and character are more,
Than can be shown with clothes from any store
People think. People assume,
That we are in a state of gloom.
Those Muslim women must be oppressed,
Just look at how they are dressed!
If they knew how I feel inside,
All their beauty they also hide.

Turn it Up-side Down :)

So its the day of the wedding and this week has been the most chaotic week i can remember for a long time! Ive been running around from one ocassion to another, helping with odd jobs but all in all having the time of my life, meeting new cousins, taking photographs, serving food and all the rest of it. Chores come in there somewhere too but hey, its all for my 2 lovely cousin-brothers :)

Ive been contemplating for the past couple of days that am i loosing my brothers? Well.. thats what i thought, i thought that their lovely wives-to be will 'taking' them away from us. But then i turned it on its head. Im not loosing my brothers im getting two lovely sister-in laws.

Ive learnt a really important lesson this week. Always look at situation from all angles and find the one that suits you best.

After all that i still think tears will be shed at the wedding never the less im sure it will be an evening to remember :) x

''Your Imperfections should only make you more Beautiful”

The fact is that girls generally seem to have the most insecurities or low confidence. Guys may have them as well but the are pretty good at hiding it!

There can be many reasons for feeling a certain way about yourself and those
things you hate may never change but that should not interact with your happiness.
Happiness is down to no one but yourself, the world could be in pieces but you
should still be able to make yourself happy! Its for no-one but you to control.

 Anyone who knows me well enough would know that I don’t have the highest level of confidence confidence! I try not to show that i don't it but sometimes you go through phases where you find yourself to be nothing but ugly, but to me it always seems to be the case. My bestfriends
shout at me all the time telling me it’s not the case and how i should just
learn to accept compliments but my answer always is ” how am I suppose to accept
something that’s untrue? ” But then there are times when i sit back and thank
God for what i do have, I may not be perfect or beautiful but i have things
others may long to have, I don’t like my eyes but i atleast i have eyesight, i
don’t like my nose but atleast I can sense a smell, I may not have the best
figure but atleast i have limbs! These things may seem so simple or normal to
us, but to others who lack these things it would be a dream come true to have
them.

The DOUBLE Royal Wedding of my family

Yes, its that time of year again. Wedding Season! And this year its Doubles for me.. both my cousins are getting married on the same day at the same time. This means.. new shalwar kamis..make up.. lots of food.. sweets.. and the beloved family flying in for all over the world. Yes.. thosse old aunties which will come up to say 'betaa. you have grown soo much since i last saw you' and in my head i will just be like ' yes aunty that tends to happen' LOL i love them really.. i think :L

Off to my cousins house to help wrap the prezzies for the bride..

Blog Later :) xx

Hey :)

Hey guys :)

This is my first blog so im pretty excited. I just wanted something where i can tell people how i feel.I do have a twitter account so feel free to follow and tweet me @xx_Sumii_xx . Its a complicated world and no-one promised that life was gonna be easy right?

Well im gonna use this to tell you guys a bit about myself. Im a Young Muslim living in the West. Simple.

Im gonna use my blogs to let u guys know what goes on in my life so keep reading and i hope you enjoy them :)

Blog Later xx